22. Male. NY. NSFW, 18+, images aren't mine and I don't claim ownership unless otherwise stated.
Sex. Skating. Graffiti art. EDM/EBM. Hip Hop. Metal/Core. I beatbox. Bit of a survival enthusiast/outdoorsman. I'm a writer. I like thinking. I have a stutter.
Very free love, open minded, and extremely unjudgmental. I think math is fun and kindness is sexy. Hope you enjoy my blog and have a nice day.
You cannot change those around you. You can only change yourself. If you want love and peace in the world, you must become love and peace, in every way possible.
For some reason, the lyrics “I don’t ever wanna feel… like I did that day. Take me to the place I love… take me all the way”, from that RHCP song, will come into my head - out of nowhere - once every month or two. Sometimes more often. Its odd. I can never connect or see why it came to my mind.
The only thing that really gives me fulfillment is helping other ppl.
Once I have my basic necessities, what do I do with my life beyond that? Everything else seems neat, but most if not all could come and go and I’d be fine. The only thing that makes me feel better than anything else is helping other people.
Out of all of my interests and activities I take enjoyment out of, helping people is what brings me the most joy. And that type of joy is joy by means of feeling fulfilled.
Though there are perhaps a few other things that come close. At the moment being spending time with friends, dancing, and wilderness survival/enjoying nature. And probably a few others that don’t immediately cone to mind (basically any activity that really fires up my endorphins and makes me feel abundantly happy). And I am happy to say I spend a very large amount of my time with friends, dance whenever I feel like it, and practice wilderness survival and enjoy nature usually once a week. And for the top one, I usually am happy to jump on any opportunity to help anyone, be it someone known, or stranger.
Hmmm…. if I could figure out my interests, then figure a way to use those interests to help other people achieve basic needs…. that would be beyond words.
I feel, where I live, in the US, that most people already have their most basic survival needs, and that at this point in time, many need mental healing more than anything else. Come to think of it, I find myself delving into the mental side very often, if not most often, in terms of how I try to help those around me. Interesting….
Come to terms with your own mortality.
Coming to terms with death will help show you life.
Or at least that’s how its worked for me.
Any kind of cage scares me. And I see cages where most don’t.